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Don't LET me say goodBYE 今天大一的军训结束了.刚刚正好路过.大家在送教官.
教官宿舍下面被一片绿色的人群包围住.所有人都在怒吼.所有人都在喊自己排自己连的口号.所有人都在叫教官的名字.宿舍所有的楼梯都被保安堵住,禁止学生上楼.下面近千人的咆哮,但是整层楼无动于衷,犹如死一般静默.没有一个人.没有一点声音.没有一点回应.在这明媚的阳光下显得如此扭曲.
终于有一个教官满脸通红忍不住探出头来看.楼下马上沸腾了.所有人鼓足了力量继续吼叫.第二个.第三个教官都探出头.教官们扯着嗓子要让学生离开.可是不久,他们自己也呜咽着叫不出声.
不忍心看下去.匆匆离开.
午饭时候一直想着这个事情.
也回想起去年这个时候的情景.某人自从完成了军训就再也没露脸过.听别人说,吃饭时候他就开始红着眼.直到走了也不出现.
"WYP,你给我出来!"我们狂怒地对着卡车车厢叫.
"WYP,你给我出来!"我们企求地喊.
"WYP,你给我出来!"我们哀求地看着拦在外面的连长.
连长强忍着眼泪,强装打趣地说:他在最里面哭呢.他不想见你们.
"再见吧."连长向我们挥挥手.完全不是往日坚韧的感觉,更像是慈祥的大叔,挂着泪告别自己的小朋友.
卡车轰隆隆地发动了.所有人都在跟着车跑起来.迎着刺人的阳光.一去不复返.泪水撒了一地.有些曾经属于一具具铮铮铁骨.有些属于踏着滚烫的水泥地不懈追赶的人.
突然又想起两年前.在桥下的那一幕.那一句再见.那一句带着哽咽的TAKE CARE.那一次拥抱.
突然又想起了很多很多事.
不要让我说再见.我怕我会眼浅到哭出来.不敢想象将会发生的某件事.请让我在最近这些日子学会逞强,到那时侯不会流泪,而是微笑. Missing What's Missing finally finished week 1. a crazy schedule. how can there be no free morning or afternoon.
recently i don't have a good mood. just no reason. i told ZY when coming across her on msn. she said "don't be silly."i told Q. he informed me of a biological circulation. which made me thinking about sth else. but still advisable, remebering always there's always being several days that make me down or confused. maybe such kind of biological circulation really insists.
military training for year 1 students is on the move.this morning i went to have a look at the guys.they were picking good voice from more than a hundred guys who expect to escape from the tiresome training. at that time we guys there immediately called up our own memory for the chorus competition. last year we picked The Song of Guerilla. we were thought to be the winner, because of the great performance,but only to be washed off in the first round. at last, to our comfort, we'd got the prize of most supporters.however,we'd been whispering about the result for weeks.
not only the training itself, we thougnt of the drillmaster WuYuePing, a funny guy. to end the arguement about whether he come this year, i went up to one of the drillmasters. for my little confidence, it was surprised to know he know WYP. however, he doesn't come this year.
inspite of few interesting things this week(let us regard the military training visit as "an interesting thing").most of the time i had classes.because of such much school work, i can't show up to help in the chorus competition next week, making me feel regret. but life is not boring.on the contrary, i take it quite satisfying. now i have an excuse to go to bed at exactly 12, to escape from some of the school activities, to spend more time on books, to really live a college life. now i do some reading after class;remeber CET6 new words; play half an hour of WAR3 before sleeping. you just can't imagine how full your life is and how satisfactory you will be. |
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